now i really dont have anything

yayyyy today i´m 21!!! i wish i could celebrate with everyone today, but now i cant wait to come home and party with everyone!! im 21 on the 21st!! cool!!!!

35 days everyone, i cannot wait to see every single one of you, its going to be awesome ( Read more... )

I am in madrid right now. its cool but im tired. ive been walking for hours and i just walked the stairs of the hotel bc theres no gym. i spent wayyy too much money that i dont really have at the moment. i bought 2 hot black shirts, a green sweatshirt (surprise surprise) and a new bra, also hot...but thats not really the point of the entry ( Read more... )

5 days down in spain...about 105 to go...so far so good. weird host mother but thats to be expected. the kids are awesome here but nothing beats my friends at home, miss you all. matt still has a hold on me here across the world haha. im doing pretty well otherwise, but when he comes into my head i just get sad. im trying very hard but its very ( Read more... )

im leaving in 40 minutes for my semester in spain. im surprisingly calm. a whirlwind of emotions has surrounded me this summer and maybe now that its at an end im finally calm. im going to miss everyone so much tho. i know i'll make friends and have a great time but theres nothing better than ur hometown friends, and the ones at UNH haha. ( Read more... )

i could not feel more broken up inside, stay away from love, this pain i feel inside right now cannot be easily mended, and i feel sick thinking about you and everything we shared, i hate you but for some reason im still holding onto you, even though i know it's completely over, no chances. i know you feel bad for what you did to me and all i can ( Read more... )

well i said bye to everyone at UNH yesterday. it was awesome to hang out with dave and tyler one last time before i go. i forgot how fun it is. i truly felt tho last night how much matt doesnt like me anymore. and i have to say, saying goodbye to him last night was worse on me than when he broke up with me in june. im sure he was happy to see ( Read more... )

i have noticed this summer that almost every song on the radio fits with my life right now...i never paid much attention to it, but lately, it seems every song is about me haha, and i cant listen to them anymore...the radio is like my enemy ( Read more... )

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