WoO well now im aloud to talk to whoever i want i think and now i dont have another fucking parent thank god. lol. im glad zach sorta understands how i feel. i want him to do more things with his friends from now on but i still dont think he will. and from now on im just gonna be friends with everyone cuz its just better that way. and i think ill ( Read more... )

My Own Prison ( Read more... )

i dont know how to tell zach that i wanna spend time with my friends. I mean i havent gotten to hang out with them in a long time since the whole hospital thing. and i know i made plans with him for this weekend but i really wanna spend a weekend with my friends. i miss them like all hell. and ill feel bad if i cancel plans with zach but then again ( Read more... )

HERE'S TO THE NIGHT ( Read more... )

god im so confused with whats going on with my feelings. I really cant say more b/c ill get in trouble with a certian someone but i dont knwo what to do. i just need to talk to someone...soon. god someone help me!! i really dont knwo what to do. im getting so depressed over the way i feel cuz i cant do anything about it. i want to but then again i ( Read more... )

stupid ass gang thinks they canh do shit to my jess?? yeah in your fucking dreams...ill fuck you all up and thats no lie...i didnt have a problem with you but you start shit wit my girl and you got major problems with me and i dont fuck around. watch your back!

ugh i was sapposed to print out my fucking story for labnguage arts but instead the comp decided to be a cock and print out my whole fucking journal! oh well now i geuss i can see what journal entries have comments...what fun. well shit is being said about people and i odnt know the whole group thing is really confusing at this point. i dont know ( Read more... )

Alright this week im moving in wit my dad so i prolly wont update for a while. Im hoping this'll go well and i think it will b/c i can talk to my dad about shit but ill have to do more work around the house :[.

Wish my luck <3

Suicidal Tendencies ( Read more... )

La de da i dont really know what to write about but i wanted to updat my journal b4 i got back on the phone with zach cuz i kno how he gets when im on the phone and the internet. Well im being left out of EVERYTHING! ugh oh well its not like this is nothign new ya know? not like they care. Saturday i get to see my zach<3. i cant wait. ima make up ( Read more... )