Im so confused on whats going on with us anymore. We get along great during school and everyones friends and theres no fighting anymore but then theres still walls that people DONT wanna break down and i dont understand why. Personally i would wanna be friends with everyone cuz your all great people and i love hanging out with every one of yous but ( Read more... )

01. name?: Candy ( Read more... )

Ugh yesterday was like the fucking wOrst day of my life...well somewhat. Well i went to the counsiling meeting with my mom and since SHE was fucking late i got blammed for it when cleary it wasent my fault. Any way since i havent enjoyed going to that counsiler cuz all she talks about is was she does with her kids which i could give two shits about ( Read more... )

This relationship is going NOWHERE! why does he have to be such a dick to me anymore. its not the same zach and i dont like it one bit. All of a sudden my feelings are "gay" im a "bitch" and "immature". What did i do to deserve this? I just wanna fucking die but im gonna start getting over him now so it wont be that hard when it IS over ya know? ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do. I think zach likes someone else but i know he would deny it to me. ugh maybe i should just let him go b/c ya know what they say "if you love someone let them go" and i love this kid with all my heart but i know he has someone else in mind. Heh..i really dont know...someone PLEASE help me out with this...its confusing the ( Read more... )

Last night me bridgette and brandy went to skate town and hung out with frankie and then it sorta got a lil boring although chris and his girlfriend were soo fucking cute together. Then wendy came and picked us up and took us to the p-nut bowl...long ride huh? but bridgette woulds gotten in trouble if we walked...thats wrong. When we got there we ( Read more... )

Bridgette is finally here! yay. now we're getting ready for one crazy night and tia is being an annoying bitch..

cassie said that me and brandy are bad friends...
i really dont know what we did to make her think that but ya know shes just stadning up for bre...gotta respect that!

I was just sitting here and thinking [while brandy was in the shower] that i was pretty happy b4 when i was always left out of everything and i didnt have any friends. Now all the back stabbing and shit like that has gotten to me mentally. I love all my friends to death and i wouldnt give them up for the world but i mean my life have changed soo ( Read more... )

Zach's away message just said "hiding away from all the lies" er something like that id ont know why he's acting like this. Just because I'm spending time with my friends who I haven't spent time with in a LONG time. Ugh. I dont even kno if i would wanna do something with him sunday if he's acting like this i mean my god ( Read more... )

Im at brandys house. I got here after I was at my dad's house we went shopping again but i really didnt get anything. Zach's madd at me again... I dont know if i can handle any more of this. I know he loves me and i love him too but he makes it so hard when he gets madd at me every other week. I just dont know what to do with him anymore. I love ( Read more... )