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NoFx says, "clams have feelings too"
Well he made the 'grand gesture' yesterday ( Read more... ) -
premature post partum
the past few days i've been feeling not right. I dont know what exactly it is. Maybe it's just jitters from the baby almost being here ( Read more... ) -
and the fence continues. pickets or not.
After my freakout i kinda took a step back and realized the reality of everything ( Read more... ) -
The non-picketed fence -part two
WEll things seemed to be going well. Weve been having some reallly good conversations. and Getting closer than ever. It feel s s lot like when we first started dating the last time. All giggles and snuggling. Yesterday was... undescribable. just like a dream. It feels like it's not happenening. Like nothing this good ever happens to me. I was happy ( Read more... ) -
Well, it may not be picketed but it's starting to look like a fence.
Yeah, i know what i said before about not cencoring this but i thought baout what i have to write here and if i were her i wouldn't want to know. Things are going really well with Paul and I ( Read more... ) -
new year, new life, i'm all advil.
New years is always a bad scene for me. I think last year was the only time i really enjoyed myself. this year i just replayed the events of last year over in my head. Most specifically Paul diving on me at midnight, him begging me to take him home. and back to his appartment on riverside when he told me he never wanted to be without me and we sang ( Read more... ) -
um... have i entered the twilight zone?
So fun story ( Read more... ) -
gah! only a month left!!
Yeah, so it finally hit me. the reality of my situation ( Read more... ) -
guess the line i was walking wasn't so straight afterall
well i asked him if he was interested in coming with me to the OB. not because i wanted him there or anything. I just thought maybe he was curious or whatever. Afterall he did say that he was getting excited. So when i got there i waited by the entrance as long as i could without being late. I figured he wasn't coming. No biggie, afterall, i only ( Read more... ) -
It's a good thing i don't do drugs.
Well i broke down and saw him yesterday. A lot of it i guess what because of my dad and lisa. and what they said before. I mean, when i think about it, i do want him around. for the baby's sake. It's killing me though. just the thought of him still puts me in a spin and i can't breathe. or sleep for that matter ( Read more... )