went to dayton mall.........got suicide notes and buterfly kisses........an avenged sevenfold shirt...........and my mom something for mothers day........talked to jenna for a few minutes.........ehh oh well............she does what she wants........i just wish what she wanted was me...........well at least she wanted and needed me as much as i ( Read more... )

once again.........im left with nothing to say............*shakes head*.........*looks down*............*watches as tears fall from eyes*.....

.....death................so much pain..........so much sorrow..........where are you god? If god cared, then he would be here to stop all this death.........all this suffering.............he has forsaken us............the human race is our there own now..............and were doomed to suffer............condemned to suffer.......we will end up ( Read more... )

...........this morning was awesome...........the first thing that happened was right when i walked into the theater lobby at school jenna comes running up and gives me a hug..............it was amazing.............she got really tan............anyways school went ok.............then after school i came home and did chores............then me susan ( Read more... )

....worked 9 to 5...................then came home...........not much to say.........so ill cya later.......peace.......

...well...........i hung out with susan and mike today...........susan called me around 6 and came and got me........then we went to mikes and ate pizza...........then went to the mall...........then went to the park......it was awesome.........had an awesome time..........susans really cool..................................anyways.........jenna ( Read more... )

school went alright i guess.............im bored now........and kinda tired.........i might go hang out with megan today.......if shes not doing anything......if she is then i might go chill with allie or mike or somebody.......i would chill with kelley but shes at her grandmas.......so thats a no go............ill probably go over there tomorrow ( Read more... )

school went ok............just another day...........im definetly going the 25th.......yay for me..........im so siked..........its goin to kick........jennas still on vacation...........wont be back until saturday i think..........caitlin andy and sara are supposed to come get me here soon........gonna be cool........well im out for now........... ( Read more... )

jenna called..........*smiles*........she seems to be having a good time........im glad............i cant wait until she gets back......so i can see her........:)......im off to bed.............nighty night..........

today went ok...............ive been super tired all day..............still worn out from as i lay dying............but ill get over it..............goin the 25th to see them and killswitch with in flames...........gonna be awesome..........jennas supposed to call me tonight...........hope she does...........about the whole jesse situation ( Read more... )