just got back from ichthus.............it was amazing............as i lay dying kicked hardcore.............mushroomhead is no longer my favorite band.......as i lay dying is.........me and mike are gojn straight edge..........no drugs......no smoking............all done..........gonna work on my circle pit dancing too.....lol...........and about ( Read more... )

just got up.............its about 11 or so........got alot of sleep last night........nick should be here soon..........then were gonna chill tell about 1:30........then were headen up to ichthus..........i miss her..................i got to see her yesterday.............the last time ill get to see her until may 3rd............i love her so much ( Read more... )

a smile finally embraces my face...........i got to see her today...........and everything is going to be ok..............it might take time......but it will all be ok......im too happy for words..........ill see you kids later...............

.........not a whole lot to say.....................i have a feeling it will be over soon.......i just have a feeling shes going to break up with me...........at least this time if she does ill be ready for it.........its going to hurt really bad if i lose her again.............but ill have to get by........without her........god that hurts even ( Read more... )

.........the anger....i can feel it rise..............*grabs switchblade*.......i still have nothing to say........*looks down*........................*evil look on face*......................*smiles*........

....still nothing to say.........spring break sucked........and im nothing but a waist of everyones time...........*looks down*............*shakes head*.........*tears fall from eyes*..........*grabs pistol*..........

.......nothing to say............*shakes head with a sad look on face*..........*looks down*..................*tears fall from eyes*.............

just got off work...........my friend nikki came and saw me..........made me happy......i would call jenna but its to late for one and for two i dont think she has much to say to me........hopefully we will make it through this........ichthus is only days away........less then a week.........im really siked........as i lay dying, mortal treason, ( Read more... )

gotta work today..............bleh........then i think later im crashin at daniels.......with some of the guys...........that might be cool.........dunno if im goin to though...........and whenever jon gets here im goin out to lunch........and thats all for today..........hopefully ill get to talk to jenna today and work out whatever we need to ( Read more... )

well i talked to her..........but not much to say on that...........hung out with kelley today...........then went to the movies with pat, angei, and kelley........that went ok.........and now im sitting here..........im off......im bored lol.........peace.......