New year, new chances ( Read more... )

Things are getting better. I am constantly looking towards tomorrow, despite being reminded of things I don't like right now. I am still a work in progress, but I think I manage to chip away a little more each day, recover from my sadness a little faster, and shell off that person I didn't know ( Read more... )

Blah blah blah I should update but I don't because I'm too depressed half the time to write anything of interest ( Read more... )

I should have posted this journal a long time ago, but I just haven't had the drive. Which... I really should, since venting on here always makes me feel better, and I like to have a place to discuss my life and such. I don't really blog about myself anywhere else, though I feel like LJ is dying down. Or maybe it's that I don't have as many friends ( Read more... )

This isn't going to be news to anyone who is friends with me on Facebook, but might provide a little more information ( Read more... )

Today was my sister's birthday party. It was crazy and full of kids, but we had a good time. Mom did an *amazing* job on all the decorations and whatnot, especially the cake (it was a topsy turvy type cake that was purposely uneven ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while and I'm thinking that maybe I should. I need an outlet to dump my thoughts so they aren't floating around in my head... even though they seem to find their way back there again ( Read more... )

Sometimes having a brain is annoying. I really really really really hate how I overthink things so much. I hate how one thing happens and I blow it out of proportion OR once I get happy I find something to make me unhappy. Here is a list of things running over my head for the past week:

• Computer problems. Ever since I got that BSOD, I have been ( Read more... )

I'm still struggling to deal with this huge life change we call graduation, lol. I feel like college hasn't really prepared me for shit, and was something I only did just to get a piece of paper that would tell employers to give me a better job. It's really more of a social networking thing and... I'm not very social. lol ( Read more... )

Since the beginning of the semester, I've had a lingering depression. At first it was because of all the jerking around the school did to me, and then because of my demanding schedule, but as I settle into my schedule I am still left with an intense depression that causes me to be unable to do any of my favorite things anymore. I just sit here and ( Read more... )