So today I'm feeling pretty chipper. Which is surprising since I have spent the last several weeks in a severe depression. But today, right now, I'm doing okay. I have friends who love me, I have an awesome dad, and my step-sister just gave birth to a baby boy. So there are blessings blooming all around me ( Read more... )

I have been depressed for awhile now. Today my sadness is practically unbearable. I feel on the edge of a breakdown. Thinking about work, karate, the whole lot of it, I just want to curl into a ball and cry. I keep trying to fight how I feel, putting on a smile and a fake it til I make it attitude. But I'm tired of faking. I'm hurting, folks. Bad. ( Read more... )

I'm tired of working for corporate conglomerates. I'm tired of paper pushing and data entry and filing and charts and reports and team building meetings. I'm tired of living paycheck to paycheck. I'm tired of being depressed and tired ( Read more... )

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I've made an enemy out of an anonymous poster here on LJ. Lurk me all you want, sweetheart. You aren't going to find anything that will even remotely feed your hate fantasies about the people I know, the people you insult, and the people that I defend. So, mwah xo to you!

...is being stuck in a crappy office in a crappy city for 8 crappy hours a day. I'm so bored. It's amazing I don't weigh 300 lbs cuz I eat when I'm bored. But I'm on a restricted diet right now that has eliminated most of what I used to live on, so not only am I bored but I'm going through major sugar and caffine withdrawls and I want to take an ( Read more... )

Comic Book Hero Captain America Dies

You scored as Pop Punk. sorry ;(

Pop Punk
75%
Emo
60%
Indie
50%
grunge
50%
Punk
35%
mainstream rock
35%
metal
30%
ska
30%
country
30%
classic rock
25%
Pop
15%
industrial
15%
reggae
15%
rap
5%
what breed of music are you?
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So this tweaky, crack addicted homeless guy with dilulated pupils and rotten teeth knocked on my office door and offered to clean the parking lot for $1.00. NICE ( Read more... )