i woke up early to watch doug. it was five in the morning so i fell asleep within fifteen minutes. i ended up sleeping downstairs until eleven or so and i got a shower and left the house. it is so safe to assume that no weekend in my life since my parents started letting drive their car has been without a trip to home depot or lowes. today, it ( Read more... )

WHY'S THE PAVEMENT SO DAMN CLOSE?

IN HOPE, THERE'S AN ANSWER.  AND IN HOPE, I CRY.

new livejournal:  imoshforjesus

and new aim:  i mosh for jesus

it is 11:56 and it is sunday night. i'm trying to stay awake for another hour. and right now, i am looking at this empty page. and i don't know what words to say. this journal has become increasingly difficult to write in ( Read more... )

zach ruined my trust in people. i will never, ever be able to trust people who say they are my friends completely. and when i say trust, i mean i will never be able to trust the fact that i am genuinely liked, cared for, or accepted. i will always, always in the back of my head wonder if the people who say they like who i am, are telling the ( Read more... )

sometimes, you just need to cry even if you aren't sad. i feel like i need to cry even though i have no reason to. positive tears, maybe? everything is okay, but no matter what when i put on the photo album, i get like this ( Read more... )

ten best things about the past few days ( Read more... )

we'd been listening to "i'll catch you" and i turned the pages through stefany's old journal, and this is what i saw. it was great:


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i had a slurpee before i sat down to write this. today was nice. i woke up early and dicked around, doing nothing. my aunt came over and i played with my camera and took pictures. i talked to kim on the telephone for awhile as today my boo turns 18. i talked to sarah and some other random kids online and then took a shower and did my hair. ( Read more... )

there's nothing like 'dem' full figured boys as sarah calls them. my right hand is shaking like a revolution. i went out with sven and rah tonight, to a show. near her house. the first band did this WEAK cover of some nu-metal song that i've heard on the radio. the second band was okay, i guess. the third band, which featured dan, sarah's uhh ( Read more... )