i ate half of the breakfast my sister prepared for me and then i ran some errands and came back and consumed the rest of the breakfast she made me and now my stomach hurts. what if she poisoned me? there was a "special sauce" on my boca steak so i'm kind of scared.
me: what is this sauce?
nicole: oh, it's a special sauce.she had a sparkle in ( Read more... )

you know that you are not alone. need you like water in my lungs ( Read more... )

tonight was fun. i saw three bands. big collapse and tub ring. both of which i enjoyed way too much and also got to hang out with after the show. big collapse . . . they are my boys now. i promised i would come see them when they played again. i said i would see them anywhere in the mid-atlantic area. and i will. because kyle, matt, gavin, ( Read more... )

i've been cleaning up in my room and coming across things from two and three and even five and six years ago in my life. and some of the things make me incredibly embrassed because i was so goofy. but a great majority of the things make me incredibly sad because i was so lost and dejected at different parts of my life. and even crazy . . . but ( Read more... )

one: kim thought that this symbol:  <3  meant 'penis.' and two: boys night out.  richmond.  january 31st.  enough said. three things, i lied: lower back pain could mean only one thing. eer

. . . it doesn't get any better than this so run like hell.

i really want to get all pretty and go waste time with daleia.  because she is one of the only people i care about getting pretty for and wasting time with.

i busted out the used cd on sunday morning and went for a drive.  i haven't listened to that cd in well over a year.  and i'm not ( Read more... )

love is a truly incredible thing.  but i have come to realize that i will never know it [again] until i love myself.  i don't think it is possible to give the proper kind of love without doing so.  i like myself a lot.  i think when it all boils down to it, i'm a good kid.  but that's not enough and i know that.  i know that there is a lot to me ( Read more... )

i took my exam for history of england on thursday morning.  i think i did . . . okay.

i don't care.  i studied for a good i've been listening to a lot of worship & tribute lately.  that is seriously some of the most amazing work i've ever heard.

i was flipping through the newest issue of alternative press.  there is a beautiful picture of mcr ( Read more... )

i could never go home with him. i could never make it work. because even though he is nothing like those people, he is surrounded by them. and i am just not strong enough to be subjugated to blatant intolerance, racism, and hate ( Read more... )

( i nearly wet my pants on this. )