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no digitals allowed inside monster.
forgot my disposable in the car.
most of them are dark due to drunkeness.


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wrote my dreams down
just to scribble them out

BLIND

is this what love feels like?

(blurred shades of grey
because we always compromise)

but your signals are
yellow, green, red
in no particular order

should i stay or should i go now?

if staying means leaving in the long run
then i would rather start count my footsteps
from your door

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*tagged by__cinema

what do you do to de-stress?

- sing out loud in the car.
- listen to d&b or "angry" music.
- write.
- work out.
- eat fattening/greasy foods.

tagging:
hallucinogenik, 7thremix, deviantways, cryptika

for the first time in a long while, i have a lot to say. unfortunately, there is only one thing on my mind:

* i found out today that my 18-year-old brother has been diagnosed with schizophrenia. talk about a shock to the system. apparently, a female friend of his found him in his dorm with his head completely shaved bald [he's had an afro of curly ( Read more... )

As I was driving to work today, I thought about the changes I have gone through as a person over the last year. I think the most drastic revision I see in myself is that I’ve become simple-minded. I don’t mean that I’ve become childlike or unsophisticated or naïve in any way; I mean it more in the sense that I’ve turned into an artless, ingenuous ( Read more... )

the beautiful isaura is closing down [out-write], &therefore, my sub-domain, [phantom muse] will also be closing. i have not been able to update in nearly a year due to issues, first with my computer itself, &then with the domain provider &my ftp account.
i want to start fresh. i want to develop a new site. its main purpose, like PM, will be to ( Read more... )