about to close the door to the most dreadfull semester and lock it and throw away the key forrr surreee.
only good could possibly be ahead at least. thats comforting.
i dont really feel much right now.
im seeing alot though...literally.
things that arent there.
weird? yes, normal? id say..possibly, in this situation.
I miss her so much.

breakdown.

had a kick ass summer.
back to school.
feeling way less than kick ass.
this sucks.
I am so confused.
How do you find lost passion?
I hardly have to will to walk out of this Pink House lately.
just a little lost.

went on my livejournal and looked at all of my friends who are engaged or married, i dont know why, perhaps because ive been watching the bachelor all day and i just was in the mood ( Read more... )

home ( Read more... )

wow what a weekend, starting with thursday ( Read more... )

I don't think I am who people want me to be.
In a weird way, I think I am a disappointment to a lot of people.
Whenever I DO what I want to do people are surprised...in a negative way....
sorry I don't meet your expectations.
But i'm me for a reason.
take it or leave it....whatever IT is.

While I am happy to be nominated for an Al, it truly is stressing  me the FUCK out, and Ive only known for about ten minutes now ( Read more... )

My own personal key to remembering tonight ( Read more... )

hmmmmmm
lets make some music
yes?
this weekend.
im writing a song, or a few.
yeaaaaa