everything I do this is year less fun than it has ever been.  Even livejournal and facebook.
These years will NOT be the best years of MY life.  oh hellll nawwww

last night I dreamed Will Smith was in the cast of government inspector with us all ( Read more... )

Oh man.  The peace rally was so much fun and went super well.
FRONT PAGE!
ah!!
There were some really special moments.

man oh man 
I have realized what was missing in my life and why i wasnt as happy as i could have been:
ALLISON MOY.
i need her in my life.  
i think im in love with her.
and her asian mangina

Even the best nights i have here this semester HARDLY compare to even some of the worst nights I had last year. 
Its just not FUN anymore. 
Guerrilla was great, I am not talking about that. 
I dont know...something is just missing this year.
ohhhh wellll

i am so pumped about this peace rally ( Read more... )

side 1 ( Read more... )

this year is awkward and lonely.
I feel like im taking a step backwards.
things that i had overcome are creeping back into me.
things that i never overcame are much more intense.
no one seems to be very present.
myself included.
i still miss that one summer.

I just wish more than anything in the world that I could know what it feels like to KNOW I was great at something.
I am super upset with myself right now.
I gave up.  I quit.   
I have never done that before in my life.
I honestly believe that I would not have been able to sing. 
My nerves would have been unbearable.
Its really easy to tell people that ( Read more... )

Yesterday tons things went wrong. TONS- but i still was seeming to have a quite...literally AMAZING day ( Read more... )