When you find someone who loves you, you should let them love you. And you should love them back ( Read more... )

I love these pills and I love dieting.

I am being very careful with the pills. I have no intention of becoming addicted. The most I will take is one pill every three days.

I love fashion because dressing really classy makes a person seem more standoffish and unreachable.

Dressing well makes me unapproachable to my peers, and I like it that way.

Despite my roommates and living situation, I feel just as lonely as ever.

I'm worried that I'm going to be this way forever. I'm not sure if I remember how to make and maintain relationships. I'm so cold.

To all my friends I made during these past 8 months: Thank you for healing me. Thank you for believing in me and supporting and forgiving me. The months before I met you, I was sad every night before falling asleep, and then I would wake up feeling no better because every other night were filled with bad dreams. I'm so much better now, what was ( Read more... )

I love reading this website whenever I think about eating during my fast. It's so positive and points out all the good things about not eating for a while, so it's not *just* all about losing fat (I prefer thinking of losing weight as "losing fat"... because that's what I'm really interested in), I am doing a little bit of good for my body... Today ( Read more... )

I give up. Starting a 7 day liquid fast now.

I give up. Fasting. Visited my family over the weekend, and as usual they give these huge vegetables to save me time from grocery shopping. They'll go bad if I don't finish them this week.

Maybe I can donate the food somewhere? Need to look into that. I don't know if anyone will take it though because I already opened the bags they were in to wash

Weekend #2.

The girl in the room across from mine likes to bring her loud, drunk, friends over every Friday night. Normally I wouldn't mind.


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It's dawning on me... how sad it is how best friends turn into strangers. When we walked together, our arms would always be linked together. Constantly making each other laugh. We would be those girls who, after a long period apart, would run towards each other, screaming how much we missed each other ( Read more... )