Back to square one, I'm no longer worthy of my lj name... I've gained twenty or so pounds in the last year and it's just getting to the point where this is all ridiculous. So I start with the fasting, the dieting, the eating better. I'm such a little fatty right now and I feel so unsexy...

*sigh*

It's my third to last day working my law job. Once this job is over, I'm hitting the gym twenty hours a week. I'm just going to take all this time wasted working and just lose a ton of weight instead. On Tuesday, November 1st, I'm taking a before picture. My boyfriend is such a sweet heart, he was holding me and said he was sad that my squishy ( Read more... )

I worked out yesterday! Wahoo! I worked out an hour on the elliptical machine and then I used all the arm machines for strength training. I feel so good and my body is a bit sore. I don't know if anyone else feels this way but I personally love the sore feeling I get when I have just recently worked out really hard. I think it's one of the ( Read more... )

So I have really been slacking off lately. I can feel that I have gained a couple of pounds and now I am determined to get them off especially with Spring Break coming up. All these tests lately have given me test stress, and my favorite form of dealing with it? Eating. So there has definitely been a good amount of binging going on and now I'm ( Read more... )

So I went home this past weekend and had a really good time. Before My family dropped me off at the dorms, they took me to Costco! ^.^ Yay for Costco and yay for healthy food. Now I have oranges and apples and a HUGE bag of carrots to munch on. So that's good ( Read more... )

So everytime I have wanted to update recently, livejournal has been down or in read only mode... I don't even know what that means. So what have I been up to lately? Eating potato chips because they are the only thing left of our food supply! Of course Mark is absolutely fine eating just chips, and being the wonderfully skinny buff boy he is, ( Read more... )

I think I might have an eating disorder, but not the kind that you hear about regularly. My problem is that I worry too much about food, and I wonder if I have a unhealthy viewe of my body. I mean it's one thing to be healthy and quite another to be buff. Or is it? I think I am pretty healthy right now, I try very hard to eat very good foods, ( Read more... )

So here starts a brand new journal! I am very excited with where this journal is going to go. I'm starting it in order to keep track of my weight loss journey. I'm not quite sure of my stats since I haven't had a chance to weigh myself recently, but I believe the following is close ( Read more... )