I'm really trapped I feel like a caged animal right now. I feel like no matter how much I try I can't climb out of the hole I've dug. And it doesn't matter that I know how I got in the hole the first place because that doesn't help me get out. The only way I can get out is if someone helps pull me out. But no one is out there to pull me out because ( Read more... )

Have faith most people are good people.

No path should ever be ignored simply because you are afraid of were it might take you.

It's is a sad day when a Man must shop in the Boys section to find the right size of underwear and socks. A sad day indeed.

So last night, tuesday night, I planned on going for a run after lab. Let me tell you running in the dark is the way to go. Not only do you get the feeling your running from something aka encouragement to keep running. But also you have no sense of distance or time just you running say 8 mph and as far as you know you haven't really gone that far ( Read more... )

What do you do when you know what you have to do, you just lack the courage or motivation to do it?

I am awake right now at five forty in the morning because the school wants me to register at 630. This is the last day of regisstartion so we shall see if I get any of the classes I need. If I'm lucky I won't have any classes before 1 pm. Only in a perfect world. The anticipation is too intense so I'm going to play tetris or something till 630.

So I have a little time before I got to chem discussion. This last weekend I got the oportunity to go on a nice needed vacation. I was really excited as I was driving down the 101 and speeding but not alot. I was going about 85 which is faster than the slowest but slower than the fastest drivers. This white sedan passed me on my right going really ( Read more... )

There comes a time in life where one questions what they are doing and whether it is what they love and if it is worth it. People are lucky if this thought comes to them early in life, it would give them time to think about it and try new things. I am going through this right now. I know what I want to do with my life. I want a family, be able to ( Read more... )

So this morning I woke up at seven in the morning. I stumbled into the bathroom and a boy named Jake says, "Good Morning!" I started to respond but caught myself and pointed at my throat and then a thumbs down. I smiled back though and dissapeared farther into the bathroom. I got to thinking about that incident and I realized what I have been doing ( Read more... )