we moved

anddriveaway

"fuck it" - my philosphy of the week.

idontwanttocryidontwanttocryidontwanttocryidontwanttocry

I'm so tired of being here ( Read more... )

loss of appetite, horrible stomach ache, headache, can't concentrate, extremely tired, sore ( Read more... )

maybe i'm psychic?
i post an entry about depression and i swear the world IS against me... it says "oh you think YOU'RE depressed? watch this..." and smacks me in the face double time

or maybe that was just my mom... cursing, punching, etc.

i give up

thoughts that arrise randomly such as "i am shit, the world is against me, i will never amount to anything, everyone sucks, this sucks, i hate where i am, i am uncomfortable, i will be alone for ever, etc, etc". as i said, randomly; for no apparent reason, no trigger. even at a show - the happiest place on earth, to me - these thoughts came without ( Read more... )

twirling fork forever ( Read more... )

this is indeed a vent of a sort...
(in random order)
Weezer - Green Album - so some people will want to shoot me for purchasing this, but it was not a bad purchase at all. it's got hash pipe and the other songs aren't bad either. i give it 8 out of 10 toes.

Coheed & Cambria - In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth:3 - i remember i thought this was ( Read more... )

COHEED & CAMBRIA, THURSDAY, AND AFI
March 8, 2004
House of Blues Orlando

DARKEST HOUR, POISON THE WELL, AND THRICEMarch 26, 2004 ( Read more... )

i was so persistant about getting a job at PacSun. now i've got one. not exactly a dream come true. my whole body hurts. my back hurts more than ever. at Marriott, i am praised and felt like a part of a family, encouraged, and do not get upset when someone brings a mistake to my attention, but instead feel like it is a learning experience. PacSun, ( Read more... )