so i didnt drink for like.... 7 weeks? then i really wanted wine. then i tasted some beer. you know, little stuff. HOWEVER each time i did, my head POUNDED like i had one of those halo things on ( Read more... )

but my hair is fixed! oh man, im so glad its back to normal. its no longer green, its no longer orange, its (kinda boring) back to normal. I dont think im ever going to dye it again. I do like it shorter though. I have to say that its pretty shallow that i find my happiness in looking better, but i really do think its important to try and put ( Read more... )

I have to tell you that I have been feeling very VERY bitchy as of late. its been 34 days alcohol free, but I am sick AGAIN due to (what I think) is smokingnsome bad weed. My lungs hurt; my brochi feel ablaze; my sinuses are stuffed and pounding; and its pretty much only happening after I smoke MY weed Not anyone elses so obviously I feel like I ( Read more... )

you know what i like about this place? its always here! i can literally go back through the years and its always gonna be here. why? cuz this is the internet! never lost, just hidden :D ( Read more... )

who is jackie nixon ( Read more... )

they say that "you gotta have faith ( Read more... )

are you a writer? what do you write about? can i read some? i really would like to read some ( Read more... )

exercise
practice saxophone
sew garments- gifts mostly, but i should have some "samples"
keep things organized

a tenor sax----> james brown sheet music
a keyboard
piano lessons
that tread climber thingy
a nikon d40
a kitchen aide
a motorcycle (side car?)
my own custom dress form

... thats it so far

i know they say you can't go home again, i just had to come back one last tiiime. mam i know you don't know me from adam, but these hand prints on the front steps are mine... i thought if i could touch this place or feel it. this brokenness inside me might start healllin out here its like I'm someone else i thought that maybe i could fiiind myyyy ( Read more... )