The WHY has been the thing that has been spinning in my head. Why am I afraid of being great? I suppose it's because I don't know what it's like to be great. Maybe it's a fear of failure; maybe it's the unknown; maybe it's the not having control part ( Read more... )

So it turns out that a gong "training" is really more of a gong "showroom" which, you know, is cool since you don't typicaly see all different kinds of gong in one room at once, BUT it was a little bit depressing that I couldn't get one right then and there ( Read more... )

So I found it interesting, yet very hard to learn in. I did not think it was that great of a training really, more like an introduction because it was so hard to HEAR what you would doing/not doing. I was very over stimulated, I think I have a weak nervous system, and grew very drowsy. I tried to go to Rudy's bc I was hungry and thought I'd be ( Read more... )

So maybe I got a yeast infection because of my attitude, but seriously FUCK EVERYTHING. This whole mercury-retrograde (and I guess 5 planets in total are in retrograde) is really tough this time. First day I worked with Sam and she was just such a bitch and nothing went right; and then the next day some Lousiana weirdo got all crazy with ( Read more... )

My wallet says "Feed me, Feed me! Feed me, to fuel you life ( Read more... )

This is become my current life mantra ( Read more... )

If I wanted to sever what little authentic relationship I had left with my best friend, I would tell her husband that he is a fucking moron ( Read more... )

ive decided to take up live journal again. mostly because this is the longest record keeping ive ever done in one place, plus type is easier to read than my handwriting ( Read more... )

i remember when i couldn't cook at all. I moved out with dad, and watched hungrily as my food burned in front of me. After that, I swore off pbnjs for about a decade. I remember how much i used to admire the way that you could always whip up something out of nothing. from a can of this, a slice of that and that, presto we'd have yummy food on the ( Read more... )

you cant consider yourself an alcoholic if your glass is always half full ( Read more... )