im at yvonnes house ( Read more... )

im lying in bed listening to the rain. i dont know how it makes me feel. i dont know if its good or bad either. i do wish we had some nicer weather tho because times running out for me to soak up the california sun before its back to chilly mass ( Read more... )

i dont want to go another day ( Read more... )

last night i heard the screaming ( Read more... )

i feel blah right now

but i kind of like it.

so instead of rewriting what i had before, im gonna write down this shit i just wrote in my own journal. i thought it would be nice to share...sorry if it's too intense or something like that ( Read more... )

IT MAKES ME REALLY ANGRY WHEN I TYPE OUT A WHOLE ENTRY AND THEN I LOSE IT.

i'll retype it in later when im not so annoyed. lol bye

yuckkk. up at 4 something in the morning....my throat feels like theres something in it just sitting there, a lump that wont go away. its the worst feeling :( i wish i could sleep easier

maybe ill try..

sorry for the pointless entry

( ) smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )

obsessive compulsive disorder really sucks.