i just went through all these old conversations saved on my computer, and it brought back all these memories i had sorta forgotten or chose to not think about in a long time. it's so weird how that all happens. its also incredible to see how much people change.mostly myself. i can't believe or imagine myself saying some of the things I said to ( Read more... )

i cant seem to stop my thoughts right now. and they're all over the place ( Read more... )

im going to prague, terezín, czech republic, as well as poland..to see Aushwitz-Berkenau, etc ( Read more... )

"but the lows are so extreme, that that good seems fucking cheap"

sometimes its so hard to see the beauty in this world when there is so much that is ugly :( i want to appreciate all the amazing things, but i cant just forget about the horrible ones....

i am really not caught up with your guys' and all my friends' lives. im sorry. catch me up. i have been in my own world and continue to be and will probably be until school end. its absolutely insane right now. but i care about all of you a lot ( Read more... )

i found this written on the biography of my mother on her Kaiser Permanente website:

"I'm raising three terrific, unique children who are embarking on adulthood and about to fly with their wings."

i love my mom so much.

i apologize for the excessive use of the word "just" in the last entry. im so weird.

weird. i just looked at how my profile on here looks...ive changed so much...i just have been too lazy to change this haha ( Read more... )

100 truths ( Read more... )

i hate when i feel lonely at night. esp when i think about how i used to not be :(