staying home alone on a friday ( Read more... )

why do i push every single person in my life away?

1. I've come to realize that my last kiss was ( Read more... )

if so many people experience it and if it just keeps happening even if it's treated with a million drugs, then it MUST be more than just a "chemical imbalance" fuck that shit.

im back from israel, and sort of in a state of shock right now...the good kind. im trying tp process everything that happened the past 10 days which isnt an easy task. i had an AMAZING time in israel..met all kinds of people, did all kinds of new things, saw all kinds of beautiful life, and learned so much about the world and myself. honestly, ( Read more... )

some days you just cant get out of bed.....

guess today was just one of those days..

whoaaa so im home again...this is a month later from my last post..weird ( Read more... )

when you stop looking for the negative and start looking for the positive..things become so much better. so much. not to say that i still dont see the negative. trust me, i see it everywhere. but just little things i have started to see as good, and it just makes me so uch happier. i wish i could say this better, but i hope it makes sense ( Read more... )

does anybody else feel lost in this life?

no im not colorblind ( Read more... )