Im sorry crystal for being so bitter. And I didnt even hear you today in advisory im srry about that. Ive been wanting to talk to you because I finally admitted how stupid I was acting. I think we should stay friends like we agreed we would. Yeah I bet you dont care that I said that but I hope you stop and think about it at least. I know you hate ( Read more... )

Im losing my mind! I feel like shit because school is so triggering! I hate it soooooo much! I feel bad cause I would like to have a friend I can talk to but I cant really talk to anyone except for jeff who is always busy. Its been really hard to stop myself from getting really fucked up on drugs because I just dont care about anything anymore. ( Read more... )

My friend Mary ( Read more... )

I havent been online in a long time. I dont even know why Im updating. Well I havent spoken to the devil herself in a few days which is good. I feel a tiny bit more at ease. At least I dont have to put up with her bullshit. My props go out to Justin cuz I hear he finally got laid. Good for you man. Well Im gonna go to sleep its lunch time. later

Well I have alot of bullshit to turn in. I pass I pass I fail there aint nothin to do about it. And as always Most of Crystals friends are diseased in the head and need to grow up. Also every girl under the sun should blow their brains out and do us all a favor. Well Im going to sleep Ill post when I feel like it. Fuck off world...

E A G L E S EAGLES! they won by a feild goal! it was awesome! I miss my princess :,-( I feel bad cause I didnt get to talk to her much this weekend but my mum has been constantly nagging me to do homework and study study study! Tomorrow is english mid term and I know the vocab pretty good and I know some about the irrving guy lol and a tiny bit ( Read more... )

Im rolling in laughter! haha. Oh Im not all up on justin. HAHAHA jeebus thats hysterical! And whats more funny is the fact that she doesnt trust me. Shows how much she cares huh? lol Oh and get this! You will never fuckin guess! Im tellin ya this is a keeper! "There's nothing to tell" HAHAHAHAHAHA MY ASS! This night just gets more funny by the ( Read more... )

She wont tell me anything and it really upsets me but if thats what she wants then I wont tell her anything either and when I end up dead jailed or whatever else I'll just laugh and say I didnt tell you but then again you didnt ask. So I figured since she is all up on justin then there isnt any point in anything anymore. so shit happens and alot ( Read more... )

Today isnt so great but at least its going fast. I feel awful that I made crystal upset and that I jumped into a rage so easily. I disgust myself. I feel so retarded that I misunderstood what crystal said about justin. She hates me and thats fine because Im a piece of shit anyway. Its so damn boring in web design that I sit here every day and ( Read more... )

Im going to die of a broken heart and or by self inflicted harm. Today in Govt. I hear crystal say rhat she was going to aske her mom if she could date justin! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!! Im soooo god damn angry I could kill with just a look. I cant wait til I get home so I can butcher myself. This is it I have finally gone back over the edge. I ( Read more... )