So, John left. (You remember him, the guy who was gonna sleep on my couch a few nights a week for a month and ended up moving in.) Which partly makes me happy. I can now return to wandering around in long johns, and can watch every CSI I can find in the teevee. My food will disapear at a much slower rate, and my ice cream can go ungaurded. All ( Read more... )

So today's Christmas. And I have to say its disapointing...why can things never turn out as good as I want them to? I remember Christmas when I was a kid and how magic and exciting and beautiful it was...and its just not the same...not even close. I'm beginnign to see why John B hates the season. Maybe I should just employ his defense of smoking a ( Read more... )

I'm so pissed off. Someone said something to make me cry tonight, and I can't cry because they're still here, so that just translates to rage....somebody say something nice...to remind me that I'm not just young, vapid and wrong.

I know it seems like I've been gone awhile...but mostly I just write privately...somehow at the end of the day, there's always been something that needed doing more than the translation of my journal entries for public consumption....this piqued my interest though ( Read more... )

WE ARE GOING TO THE WORLD SERIES!!!!!! and more importantly....WE BEAT THE YANKEES!!!!!!!!!

I love to drive. I love listening to the radio, and the odd looks I get from other drivers when I "rock out". I love the wind in my face and being able to screech along with hard rock. I love being able to chain smoke and have all of the conversations in my head that I'm too chicken to have in person. The drive home is what saved today ( Read more... )

I straight up need to post more often. I always read about everyone else, but then something shiny distracts me and its away I go. :)I'm in Pullman right now, facing my past. I don't think I've ever been so miserable for such a long period in my life. I leave tommorrow, the instant I wake up. I know now that I was right in the decisions I made ( Read more... )

I was having nostalgia last night...and I realized that I write a lot of poetry, but that I never share it.

(  so here goes )

I snagged this off somebody's journal...entertain me, will ya ( Read more... )

ok, so, good news!! I'm not dead. I am however, incredibly bad at posting with the regularity I seek. Been busy. So here's the bullet point breakdown ( Read more... )