so i finally took the bike kenji got me for my birthday to the bike shop to get checked out and have the seat fixed and stuff. But i didnt realize that fixed gear bikes are like no other damn bikes out there. I didnt even REALIZE that he got me a fixed gear bike. Its a bit rickety cause he got it for like 20 bucks off one of his japanese friends ( Read more... )

so mandy just left to sd for spring break, and im pmsing so im super moody, and snappy around kenji too. Ive been crying over stupid shit on tv, and laughing like a maniac over not funny things. I ate a bunch of taffy that mandys brother left, and i fucking HATE taffy. its gross to me. but i ate it anyways. well, to distract my temporary ( Read more... )

Im coming to visit SD on Saturday. Havent been home in forever, and ill be there for a good 7 days too. Longest time down EVER! I cant wait to lay in the back yard by the pool with my getto crack box while my bird goes apeshit inside. And uh...mandys bday is friday and itll be my first time drinking since before new years. im going to get ( Read more... )

so i cant really drink because for the past 2 months every time i get remotely drunk as soon as i sober up i barf for hours and hours. Even if im barely drunk! So i didnt want to go out new years because i was tired from work and cranky that i couldnt drink. So Kenji and i walked Mandy to a bar nearby to meet David, and we went back home and ( Read more... )

having very long blonde hair has boosted my self esteem. Alot. I dont ever want to see my real hair again, until its long. I had christmas at shawnas which was cool. No channuka for me this year though which kinda sucks. My cats would have knocked down the candles and burned my appartment down if i put it up. I spent 2 hours freaking out in ( Read more... )

i just felt like posting some pictures that i didnt have room to put up on myspace. Mostly of my boyfriend being crazy on my birthday and my cats

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I love my new place in downtown. And everyday around now i hear this guy from the back of the nextdoor apartment building practicing opera from out his window. Its awsome. I dropped my summer class and I got layed off from my job. I really hope i get this spot at nordstrom reallly waiting anxiously. Im pretty broke. I need to pay off my ( Read more... )

sooooooooooooooooo tired. eating pizza to stay awake. As soon as im done with the semester im fuckin doing the gym thing very intensly again. I hate that i havent been in like a month and a half. i was starting to almost get confident, but the school got all crazy hard. Oh well. ill get back on that train.. i m so fucking delerious its out ( Read more... )

Im having anxiety from fucking hell. I cant calm down. People are making me fucking crazy. I just want to sit and play some fucking cards with my mama and the germans. I hate hate hate this shit. Fuck san diego. Next time i come im not going to tell ANYBODY. Im just going to surprise the 3 people i want to see.

so tired im starting to see things. Not kidding. Didnt sleep night before last, just stayed up until i had to go to school. Had to try and stay up as long as possible last night, and today....im fucking out of my motherfuckin mind. BUT tomorrow i go to San Diego. Im bringing back a package of some of my future most valued possessions... my ( Read more... )