i ate 4 pieces of pizza tonight. Im gonna die at work tomorrow. i just binge. no purge.

I hate falling asleep when its still light out and waking up when its dark. I always wake up wondering where the fuck i am.

i. am. retaaarded. I totaly cried last night over stupid shit. I got my first tattoo when i was 17 as personal encouragement to keep my heart together. Somehow it seems to not encourage me ever. I think i should have gotten it tattood on my forehead. Ive got to be doing something wrong because no matter what i do or who i date, or who i really ( Read more... )

Does anybody read this anymore? I havent updated in so damn long. Uh....So im waiting for my daddy to send me plain matroshky (nesting dolls) for me to paint. YAAAY! Im so excited to start. Uh....Had a boyfriend for a second. Broke up with him. Seeing someone nicer now. I wouldnt rush to call him my boyfriend yet, but hopefully sometime. ( Read more... )

A lightbulb exploded abbove my head last night with my idea. Im gonna make custom nesting dolls. YESSSSS. I cant wait to start. Just wait. Youll want one. I also found out what theyre called in English for the first time last night. I never knew. In Russian theyre called 'matroshkas'. haha. I think ill call my line of em Nikas Curious ( Read more... )

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so, my birthdays coming up in two and a half weeks. Its my big 21. Even though its not a big deal, cause i havent had any problems getting booze since i was 13....but anyways, i dont have a fucking clue what i should do to celebrate. Does anyone have any suggestions??

this weekend has been one of the lamest in a while. I miss mandy. God were so gay. YEah...so i have no social life up here really. Just a few people i hang out with, but otherwise...i dont have shit to do or anywhere to go, or anyone to go with except for mandy and yuri. THe rest be so buisy. But who am i to judge, because im fucking crazy ( Read more... )

drunk cigarette vampires....or walruses


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bleeeeeech. no. more. booze. I went to pitsburghs pub the other night with the roomies, old and new, and drank too much, resulting in my falling down on the bus on the ride home. My side really hurts from the seat jabbing into my waist. I opened at work yesterday and started to really feel like shit around 4 because my tummy decided to implode ( Read more... )