okay. i don't really hate you anymore. although i still want some of the things you have, i am grateful, every day, that i don't have a lot of them.

things are looking up.

for now. forever?

let's hope so.

i want everything you have and i hate you for it.

i went to a poetry reading the other night ( Read more... )

yesterday was my birthday ( Read more... )

http://elbookshow.podbean.com/

quirkyalone. dig it?

what do you think it says about you when you spend an hour looking at facebook photos of YOURSELF in order to gauge just what people who have recently rediscovered you on facebook will think of your life?

i am so pathetic. i spend my evenings talking on the phone and watching television and doing the odd chore. i'm a teenager paying her own

the trouble with trusting someone, with deciding to trust someone, means that you have to believe they are not going to let you down ( Read more... )

oh, f*ck ( Read more... )

today was a snow day. except i wasted it. no one came over. i cleaned nothing. i did not make snowmen or hot chocolate or take a walk in the drifts. (actually, i tried to take a walk, but it was lonely, cold, and had no destination, so i turned back ( Read more... )

sometimes i meet up with people i haven't seen in a while and they usually ask, "have you lost weight? because you look thinner than before ( Read more... )