Where is the Passion and the Drive? What happened to my motivation to serve? Thats what I need to find. and It wont be Where I am now.

Have you ever tried to forget your feelings? Seperate Mind, from Body, from Soul?.

Have you ever Feel That you have already failed before you tried?

Have You ever seen your destiny go into two different, but desirable paths?

Welcome to the Confusion the Is My life.

Some one Please. Change it all.

Do I really go for "impossible" girls?
Or
Are they girls that are ""impossible" for me?

My predicament is a huge one ( Read more... )

I'm not here to seek absolution for something I did not do. I am here to speak a wordless decree.

( You will be safer here )

SEN5ES ( Read more... )

Shit is so gonna hit the fan.

It sucks being a part of the clean up crew

If no one wants to fill me in with important details that i should at least know, then what the point of being a leader.

Like honestly, what the fuck. If im not going to be a part, give me some knowledge of whats going on, so i can inform my people.

Im not gonna lie. I will acknowlede this. I am not in the right state of mind, to lead.

why is it that I can't feel loved love in general....

I can't feel that  I am love, nir  can I feel that I am loving something or someone.There's no love what so ever withing in me... or is there. I think that there are those who love me, but i cant feel their love. Is it something with me personally? or is it something that is external and its not ( Read more... )

So. I finally started school... and thus summer is finally over or me. a break from school for about... 9 months. A long 9 months.

This summer for me, however, wasn't a really good one. Even though I turned 19, I did not celebrate it until the end of the summer. The reason being the death my Rosario "Inay" Cuenca, my grandmother, who died on my ( Read more... )