Jebus I don't think I'm very happy anymore. Everything is just so twisted out of order that I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. It seems each day, something else manages to go wrong on top of everything else. Like tomorrow are my senior pictures, I'm so not ready for them. Ok I was a pale white kid before Thursday. I got a tan, on my face too ( Read more... )

Ok so let's be cool everyone, and post comments that we know nothing about. I seriously hate girls, you all suck. I bet I'll get some more hate comments but I truly don't care. Let's see how pissed people get when I delete this livejournal. Oh and for future reference for the person that keeps pranking my cell phone...I got a new phone. I still ( Read more... )

I'm so going to get another cell phone soon. I can't wait, its gonna be so much fun to keep everyone's number in my old phone, but half the people in my phone which is like 62 people won't get the number. First I have to get out of my little debt. My mom gave me some money to carry me over on gas, but that's it. So by the end of July, I have to pay ( Read more... )

I somehow managed to get myself into a lot of trouble. Its strange though, because the day after my whole life is fucked up, I get an unexpected call. Amanda Monteiro called my cell phone and told me to call her house, so I did. We talked about some things and it seems that everytime I go to push her out of my life, she calls me to fight her way ( Read more... )

I made a new friend. It's ironic because she's friends with Amanda! Kylie and I are already really close. She likes me a lot and I must say I like her too. I guess I just can't stay away from the Rhode Island girls as P.O. said. I got a busy schedule this weekend. Friday I'm getting my hair highlight, Saturday I have a dodge ball tournament for R.O ( Read more... )

Oh man, I talked to Ashley and it was so weird. I'm talking about Matt's Ashley, we thought each other hated one another, just to find out we were just afraid to speak. I was so happy, her and I are cool again. It was weird because she asked me if I was still with Amanda and I didn't even know she knew about us, then she asked me if I was still ( Read more... )

So it's been a couple of days since I found out about Amanda. Somehow through everything, my heart still thrives to hear her on the phone. My mind keeps playing our playful nights and our sweet moments. I cry myself to sleep at night, thinking that Jen got away with what I worked for. I've been screwed over so many times before that I thought that ( Read more... )

This weekend is going to be fun as shit. Got the basketball tournament, and hanging out with Megan and Becky. I have a feeling something is going to happen between me and Becky this weeked. The other day, she came into the R.O.T.C. room and I was talking to someone and she came up and held my hand, and I didn't care. So pretty much, I give it ( Read more... )

The time for R.O.T.C. basketball, guess I'm still playing. I quit my job like Tuesday night, fuck them. Anyways, I'm hanging out with Megan again. Her little sister wants to go out with me. Like I was in Megan's bed with her and her sister was bitching at me for "trying to hook up with Megan". I dunno, Becky told Megan last night to tell me that ( Read more... )

Ok so we all know that there are limits for teenagers and their hours to work. Tell me why today was my only day off since last Tuesday. Well I requested off for Saturday because the Bowie Competition for R.O.T.C. was happening, and Marlene gave me off Sunday and Monday. Ok well Betty told me Friday night that she wasn't coming in on Saturday. So I ( Read more... )