it's early. i am tired. must study. full of food. i love my bedroom.

my roomates cat knows how to open doors. it is crazy and humps my stuffed animals. it is now attempting to open my door, and quite frankly- it scares me. i just finished cleaning my room- it probably just wants to spread its spunk all over my rooms cleanliness. maybe it's not even trying to open the door- maybe it is just humping it ( Read more... )

so something valuable i have learned is that a person is not cool or interesting or intelligent because thet have a pretty face. we all want to love them, to create a basis for something substantial based on attraction, but the truth of it is that a pretty face becomes worthless after one becomes used to it. a flattering bone structure and a stand- ( Read more... )

school has been stressful. i am tired. can't go out like i used to. i catch myself needing sleep more and more. the good news is that i thought some bad shit was happening and it's not and life seems like it's giving me a second chance at things- so i say thank you to whatever is responsible for that. i am drunk. i am tired. it is 9pm. this is sad.

arguments are fucking stupid. pointless. frustrating. i am right, you are wrong. no matter how you feel you came out on top. become defensive out of stupidity- it makes me laugh. it makes you look sad and immature. good job. way to go buddy.

just finished a new tat. it's visible. haha. i used to say i would leave my arms untouched. times change.
i am forever tired. i want to nap but i have already slept so much. so iwill get ready to go out instead.

trying to figure out next semesters schedule, and becoming curious if waking up before noon is at all a realistic possibility. i'm going to try- and it is going to suck. inevitably. maybe my lifestyle could change so that i don't stay out until 3 and 4 every night? ha ha ( Read more... )

life is a kick in the nuts. i am speaking of hypothetical nuts of course... but damn. i am living with 7 people right now and always around someone, and i need alone time where i wont be judged for hanging out in my room and not running off reading or bettering myself- just existing. sometimes that's all i can do without panicking. life is bizarre ( Read more... )

i'm finally letting go of the last wave of shit that tried to bring me down. things always come all at once- and then there is a break, and then there is a whole new set of shit that sneaks up on you. i am wondering what this year will bring. every year has suprised me with eventfullness so far. maybe this year won't include the downer festivities ( Read more... )

i could be at a party right now... but i need to get my life in order first, so i don't think i will make it there tonight ( Read more... )