I get to go home today until next Sunday.  I'm really excited because I really need rest.  I have no plans for the break besides the JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE CONCERT!  Yep, thats right... I'm going to see Justin Timberlake monday night.  Maybe he'll see me and fall in love with me... or maybe not ( Read more... )

Yesterday I had a very peaceful day.  I went to church for the first time in a long time.  I left Alex's house a little too early, so I went to the cafe in Borders a block away from the church and got coffee and a bagel.  I chose not to listen to my ipod and sat by the window.  I was looking out over downtown Chicago.  It was rainy and slushy and ( Read more... )

Whenever I'm feeling a little low I google pictures of dogs.  I always get an urge to cuddle with a dog when I need some lovin.  And so I start my google with labrador puppies.  And I always look for a picture that looks like Sandy because even thought it makes me sad and makes me miss him more than whats healthy, it makes me feel a tiny bit better ( Read more... )

North Park breeds a special kind of white boy.  Its like white boys lose their minds after living on this campus.  Ray and I have discovered that white boys who commute to school are normal, and those who live on campus are just strange.  They all look like George of the Jungle and they have weird behaviors ( Read more... )

Don't you hate when you are sitting in a public place and you feel a booger in your nose and it just starts screaaaaaaaaaaaming out to you PICK ME! PICK ME! But you can't.  Well, you could, but you'd look like a big six your old with your finger up your nose.  I hate that.

I'm sleepy.   I have strange dreams after I hit the snooze button.  I had one ( Read more... )

Alex and I went ice skating Friday night. It was my first time ever and I didn't fall!!! I had SO much fun!! And the sweetest thing happened. Before we were out on the ice, they had the truck going around to smooth the ice, and then a couple went out onto the ice alone, and they skated to the middle and he proposed to her!! The whole crowd was ( Read more... )

There's one thing in Alex and I's relationship that I can't let go of. It's not like I think about it all the time. It's hardly ever, but I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I think it's because I'm about to go home for the holiday break, and last year thats when it happened. I guess I'm afraid of him getting bored while I'm gone, the way ( Read more... )

There is nothing yummier than Apple Cider on a cold winters day. Except maybe Alex Cider...

OK, I don't know what I meant by that. It wasn't meant dirty, I promise.

I dont know why we do it. Why do we let little things tear us apart? Little things that really don't matter. So what if he said this or she said that or I said this. At the end of the day we love eachother. Neither one of us is out to hurt the other, so why are we so sensitive? I'm going to work hard to stop getting upset over little things ( Read more... )

I was walking down State St. today and it was bitterly cold. I couldn't feel my face but I was super happy. Yup, I realized I love my life. There's a few things that could get better, but for the most part everything is perfect ( Read more... )