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Sailing
I don't want to talk about him at therapy, because in the long run of life issues, he isn't significant... but man, he is like ALL over my mind today. Stupid ass dreams. Stupid camping fucking dreams.
Makes sense that it's supposed to thunderstorm tonight. -
dramatiC.
I really need to find more to do at the end of the day when the students leave. I have been BEYOND bored these last couple of weeks. Not just regular bored either, but like, restless. Unable. I'll look at the clock and only FOUR minutes have past.. I used to re-read through old journal stuff, because I feel like reading often makes time fly. And it ( Read more... ) -
I wouldn't change a thing now that you're here
I didn't write about this in either journal, the night it happened. And I wish I had.
It was the day I was "Productive." I'd done so much around the house, that my mom gave me money to get wine. I had decided to stop at the liquor store before heading over to the theater to film for Spelling Bee. So I drove over, knowing exactly what I was going to ( Read more... ) -
Fine and Awful.
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dancing thru dreams.
I just dreamed that SRO did Wicked, in someones back yard. Lindsey, Justin and Nic missed their entrance and solos because they went downtown to get high. Instead of moving on, the show just stopped. But no matter.. why? Because Mike Patterson came to see it, and we were together. He also knew Johnny & Carl tho... hmm. -
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There's a strange smell in the air tonight. Sort of fits with how weird a day it's been.
When I woke up this morning, I originally woke at 4:30. There was such a hype about the snow, that I couldn't help but shoot my eyes open at an ungodly hour and sprint to my window. Riverside drive was covered and I was stoked that there was "no way" we'd have ( Read more... ) -
as the pain goes on and on
Last night it came to my attention how truly Alone I feel sometimes. Of course my love life is up in the air, and while I'm trying to simplify it, it only seems to be complicating itself even more.. who knew. Cutting down the options from 3 to 1 is supposed to make it easier, less stressful. But right now, my love life seems to be just one big ball ( Read more... ) -
Faith.
He is all over my brain today. Lord help me :( -
It feels wrong to give up sometimes.
So I did it. I think ( Read more... ) -
dreams
I hate those dreams that you know are going to stick with you all day long ( Read more... )