I had a decent weekend, and I'd like to at least have it down, so that the world knows I don't always have shitty days.
Friday, Josh and I went to Mike's to watch Kinsey. I can't believe he'd never seen it before. But they both seemed to like it. It is quite a strange movie. But Liam Neeson is just so... He is the Chuck Norris of our generation.
that ( Read more... )

I don't remember the last time I fell this deep into a funk. I feel really sad. really sad ( Read more... )

I should write something again sometime soon.

I can't really talk about yesterday...not what happened, or how. Not what we did in order to prevent it. I don't really know if i can accurately express all that I felt yesterday, or all that I still feel about it today. All I know is that I never want to do that again. Ever ( Read more... )

What a full day yesterday was... all the way around. It felt like I was up for five minutes before my mom wanted to get going to the Every Dog's Dream rescue/adoption event down at Petco. Of course, my mom falls in love with an ugly wire-haired something or other. His name was Wolfie. He really wasn't that bad after a while. But equally natural, I ( Read more... )

So Jenny met TJ last night. Out of my friends, I was nervous about Jenny for one of two reasons, and I really felt like it could go either way. Either she would lean towards sentementality, and take note of how big my smile is, and accept him. Or she could rake him over the hypothetical coals with the third degree. Luckily for both TJ and I, it was ( Read more... )

...couldn't drag me away..
I heard that song today. It was a song that I listened to, a lot, about a year ago. Its an old song that I first found in a movie. It struck a chord in me, a desperate surrender of my heart. It has very specific memories and connotations attached to it, and because of this, I haven't listened to it very much at all since ( Read more... )

Congratulations to me. I woke up feeling kinda gross, and it wasn't really because I got 5 hours of sleep.
It's the first time that I actually feel... wrong, about this. I really don't think I can keep seeing them both. Especially seeing them so close together.
Andy's was fun, but not as exciting or crazy as I wanted it to be. It had to do with not ( Read more... )

I was hoping after my phone call, I could just post "I hate me." I was hoping that he would find a way to verbally make me feel entirely better, so that I could write about what an idiot I am for getting so hyped up over nothing ( Read more... )

I hate being paranoid. I hate this feeling more than any other on earth. I hate feeling disbelief. I don't know where to put how I feel either. I don't want to put it on Andy, even though right now he is the cause. ugh. Is he really the cause? Or is it because I've been mucked over before? Is it Michael's fault? Is it My fault for hanging onto the ( Read more... )