This is the last free night before summer school starts, and I've spent the entire day--literally the entire day and night, in my house, in my room, folding laundry and watching Breaking Bad.
It feels like I should be doing something. I have a feeling that people are out doing things, and I just didn't get the text. Bleh.
I think I just have the ( Read more... )

I did something today, something that I haven't done in months. My mom is still friends with Michael on facebook, and when we first split and I de-friended, I used to log onto her name and see what he was up to. I used to do it a lot. I don't know what stopped it, but I haven't done it in months. There have been times when I've been curious, but ( Read more... )

What an oddly appropriate dream I had last night. There were 2 parts that I remember. The first part was that I had a fairy god-mother, who was working on making me the perfect man. Seriously, she kept adjusting his height, based on if I wore heels or not. So strange. The second part, was that I was overlapping dates (hmmm.) I had sax-player Adam ( Read more... )

So I finally stayed after rehearsal tonight, though I kinda dreaded it. It wasn't epic, and it really wasn't that bad. Though, now that I think about it, I didn't really hang with anyone in my group. Once in a while, Corinne, Annie and Jeff came around but for the most part, I spent my time with Andy Shaul. pfft. I had a good time enough though. ( Read more... )

I wish things were better with Mike. It really sucks how he's talked about it too... I'm glad he is, to an extent, because you should always have someone to talk to about how you feel and your problems. But with me being so removed from the group, it almost makes me wonder if they have their own opinions, based on his side of the story, about me. ( Read more... )

God, boys are so weird ( Read more... )

Other excitement for this day, this first day of Summer ( Read more... )

I made it through the weekend. And honestly, I think it was actually kinda good for us. I actually heard from him a bit more than I expected to while he was away. I also think I finally got my head on straight, as far as outlooks went for the weekend. I set it up so that I fully expected not to hear from him. And I was actually...kind of okay with ( Read more... )

I feel so far away from them sometimes. More and more frequently ( Read more... )

It has come to my own realization that I might not be the greatest long-term friend. I have such love for people that have been in my life. But all the same, I have such strange ways sometimes ( Read more... )