1. Gain weight ( Read more... )

Things are going a lot better. I met my dad's girlfriend Rene tonight. She is actually a really cool girl. She seems really carefree and happy. She gets along with everyone and isn't shy either...She walked in and gave me a hug and was like "Gimme some love girl!" Cool ( Read more... )

numb, broken, torn, devastated, angry, frustrated, lonely, heartbroken, too proud, ugly, disgusting, sick, not deserving of anything good. that is how i feel. and still nothing has changed. fucked if i do, fucked if i don't. he is happy. he has found someone else i am sure. please make me disappear. i can't deal with my life anymore. please someone ( Read more... )

I move out the day after tomorrow and I have not touched a box or suitcase yet. Oh well. Being in Tucson is making me stir-crazy. I feel trapped, as ironic as it is. I thought I would be free down here without my mom's rules around. But here I sit dying to be with someone who is 150 miles away from me. Ironic that I was the one who initiated the ( Read more... )

everything will be okay. just someone tell me that it will be okay.

me and rick officially called it quits. he moved out yesterday. i don't really know what i feel or what i think. i miss him, that's for sure. but i know that it is for the best. and if it is meant to be, then we will be together. it is hard to realize that right now, but i know it's true. and if it doesn't work out, we weren't really meant to be in ( Read more... )

i guess things are a little bit better. my mom and i made our ammends ( Read more... )

I thought that me moving in with my mom in feb for a few months would be for the best and i thought that we could get along. But apparently i can't get along with her for more than 24 hours without getting a fucking fight. Tonight because her fiance wasn't here, she found a reason to argue with me. She told me that she would "appreciate it if I ( Read more... )

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Yay =) I finally know what I want to get for my first tattoo. I gotta gain weight though because it's gonna hurt going on my back. =/ Oh well, more of an incentive for me to gain some weight. Yay for me.