I'm back from Glendale. I never thought I would say it, but I am more than pleased to be moving back in 2 months ( Read more... )

i am single. i am numb. i am lost. and i don't know what to do to make it better ( Read more... )

i made this today. it is my collage of beautiful people who i definitely wouldn't mind looking like. no adriana because she is covering my entire journal (next pic)


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So I might be moving in with my mom again so I can save money. Yup, I am a failure. I can't WAIT to hear it from my mom about how I can't make it on my own and how she knew it all along. But I really have no money right now and Rick and I can't afford to rent an apartment, buy him a car, and keep up with gas expenses and groceries and everything ( Read more... )

Anyone want to sell me an Xbox? That would be way cool.

Pill count:
Tylenol w/ Codeine: 0. Took the last one tonight.
Percocet: 1.

Looks like I need to get more narcotics.

In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah it's gone
And I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here

I'm back again. Here's what I've thought of in the past 5 days ( Read more... )

My cell phone is off.
My house phone will not be answered.
My IMs and emails will go unanswered as well. Or I will be completely offline.
If you ring my doorbell, I will not come to answer it.
I will not be visiting anybody.
My livejournal will be untouched.

Goodbye!

i signed up for classes just for shits and giggles. bullshit gen-ed classes that are a waste of my time. i'm in some philosophical perspective on the indvidual class, some critical concepts of culture class, english 101 and math 113. fuck this. i'm not going back next semester. if i ever do go back, i am ( Read more... )

i can't wait for this wedding. i feel like shit, i need to feel pretty. we leave tomorrow. holy shit, i am dying!