Man... just when all things seem to be going well, shit has to suddenly hit the fan. Weird how it all comes at once. I'm not trying to complain, i just need to vent. Friday- on my way to the san juan islands with my girlfriend... stop by my moms house and get bit by a squirrel. Those suckers can cause some damage. Shoulda gotten stitches... it ( Read more... )

It appears that I am finally ready for a new car. Sparky The MicroMachine died an unfortunate death yesterday when she stopped an out of control car from causing further damage. But now i am carless dammit! If you want to see her, drive by 24th and killingsworth... such a sight. I was trying to post pics, but i am not sure how to do that. ( Read more... )

Well, it appears that things are finally beggining to slow down. These last few weeks have been completely 100% chaotic! So I got that place I was trying to get. And then i spent the next four days going to school, working, and then if i had a few extra minutes, packing. Last friday, the day before i was to move, Som called me and told me that ( Read more... )

So i decided to write in this thing and now that I have in front of me, my mind is blank. Damn the pot. I am sitting here watching That 70s Show before i pass out. This is the first night in a long time that I am going to bed before the am. I hopefully find out tomorrow if I have a place to live. okay... this is not an update... this is a ( Read more... )

Life does strange things... I've been talking about changes coming about in the near future and now changes are being forced upon me. I'm not complaining though. I'm actually quite excited. I'm moving again. Not sure where yet. Trying to either move in with some random people and start a new chapter in the life of me... or else move in with a ( Read more... )

There is one thing about myself that i really don't like... i am afraid of others rejecting me... so afraid that I have become someone other than who I really am. I try to hide all parts of my life that I don't think others will approve of. It's miserable living like this. Recently (as in the past few days) I have decided that I'm sick of hiding ( Read more... )

It's midnight now so i guess it's technically christmas. Instead of doing christmas stuff with family or friends, I am sitting here really stoned and getting ready to go to bed so that i can be up at 5am for work. But you know what? This is how i enjoy it. I'll do all the christmas stuff tomorrow night and the next day and all that. Dude, my ( Read more... )

This has to be short cause I gotta be at work in 20 minutes. I just realized it's been almost a month since I last wrote in this. And what a month it's been. There is not enough room in this journal or enough time to explain it all... I will just say that life has thrown a few curve balls. Some have been great, others not so great. But such is ( Read more... )

Holy crap. Ever have those weeks where you would be perfectly content to dig a hole and not come out for 6 months? That is this week. While it has not been all bad necessarily, i think it has just been too overwhelming. On Sat. I got a phone call from my gramma asking me to go up to Victoria Bc this weekend (not at all a bad thing unless you ( Read more... )

I knew i was tired. I have been run down and exhausted these past few weeks... but have just tried to ignore it. Last ngiht I canceled all plans and went to bed at 9:30. It was GREAT!!! I woke up a few times throughout the morning and just watched tv and fell back asleep. I didn't get out of bed until 11. I guess I just didn't realize how ( Read more... )