okay, i'm being positive now .
i read a bunch of pro-ana pages, and now i think i'm more ready to go than before .

should i post my stats ? like hw, cw, gw ... and meaurements and height and shit ?
i think i'll wait until more people read this, caaaause then i have more input . don't be afraid to tell me im fat . it's not like i don't tell myself that ( Read more... )

I AM SUCH A FUCKING IDIOT .

blahblahblah don't eat oooh im actually gonna not eat blahblah lies blahblahblahblah bullshiiiit .
fcking liar, i went and ate anyways . obvs i couldn't just leave it to rot in my stomach, so i had to get rid of it ... silently ? it wasn't easy .
it was slow and shit too ... fck.
fckfckfck .
maybe i won't start off big, ( Read more... )

so i guess this is a continuation of my notebook i keep hidden under my mattress .

i don't write in it so much anymore, because now that i've got a laptop, it's easier to just type . plus im pretty much computer obsessed anyways ...

if you read, then thanks , i appreciate the support . if you don't, then it doesn't matter . i just need another place ( Read more... )