j'ai vu un écureuil mort dans la route aujourd'hui. ce n'est rien qui étonne autour ici où les écureuils semblent hors des personnes de nombre... mais ce pauvre petit type avait été déchiré aux shreads. littéralement. son corps était environ dix pieds loin de sa queue. dégout.

laisse cette fois d'année sont trop étonnants pour des mots. conduisant à la bibliothèque l'autre jour, j'ai été attrapé dans un bref orage de d'or laisse dériver vers le bas à partir des dessus d'arbre. ils ont ressemblé aux flocons de neige d'or. je déteste l'hiver mais la beauté de la chute, le changement qui se produit, rend l'idée de l' ( Read more... )

seulement en français dès maintenant sur mes pensées soyez partout: au cas où j'aller de nouveau à l'école? aller en france? commencez de petites affaires de métier? non sûr pourquoi je ne puis pas être heureux avec ce que j'avais, mais lui est assez jamais. je suis pas satsified jamais. je trouve des buts durs pour placer et plus dur pour ( Read more... )

don't you dare compare your anemia [sp?] to my HALF A THYROID lady. don't even go there. i swear this bitch has to like ONE UP ME all the time. to do that when it's health-related is lame. go home ( Read more... )

the leaves, brilliant green a week ago, are now turning golden and crunchy. i'm sure a big gust of a wind will kick up and take them all away soon. change of seasons is still a new to me and it's interesting to watch. i've been focusing on one tree - one stubborn tree - whose leaves are slow to change. half are green, half gold. i feel like ( Read more... )

summertime here is 'mayberry' always makes me feel like i'm on vacation. i come home each night and sit outside in the sunshine while the pups run around like crazy. they bark, happily, until they drop of exhaustion. then gigi will lay in the sun panting - beaming with a puppy smile - and lulu will retreat to the shade. on a day like today, the ( Read more... )

this article about gigi grazer is really bizarre. like alternative universe bizarre. the horrible part is though is how people live like that. they think their lives are so full [brunches at the ivy, summers at the vineyards, kids attending harvard-westlake, etc etc] but it all seems so flat. that's not a life. that's an existance. that's how i ( Read more... )

i've never heard anyone explain depression as well as this guy. wow. i just listened to this interview while sitting in my cube yesterday stunned at his simplistic, wonderful, words. being depressed isn't about alway being sad, it's so much deeper than that.

i didn't need him to remind me, but it was nice to hear it from the outside.

silence usually means i'm plotting something, but not lately. i've been wallowing in the loss of hope. i had such hopes for kerry - for our country - but i was let down. so let down ( Read more... )

i woke up in a better mood than yesterday but then i saw this and i started to feel sick to my stomache. worried and sick ( Read more... )