I'm tired of rhyming, of hiding, of hinting. It usually only serves as a method to vent and understand what is wrong, and then I can usually fix it. But to the best of my knowledge I don't understand anymore, I don't know what's wrong with me anymore. I'm miserable, I'm absolutely miserable. All the time now, I randomly cry almost daily, I don't ( Read more... )

Is that all? What... theres nothing more ( Read more... )

I wish I could be close like someone else is ( Read more... )

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My Tasche...

I have to write somewhere, so I write here, where I hope no one really looks at, and not in the way where I say that in hopes that someone really WILL see it and blah blah blah. I only turn to live journal for things I don't want to tell anyone else... this is my place to put notes to myself, or to just try to help me figure out whats on my mind ( Read more... )

Right now, everything is perfect... I don't think there is one thing that could stand in my way at this moment. How little I knew just how in love I had fallen, how I had loved that girl since that one day at the party where she held me when I was sad. I've loved her ever since then, and things go tangled once erin came along. I look back on the ( Read more... )

God damn...I never thought I could feel so loved... my mouth is still sore and tingly as if they were still right here. It's so funny how things turned out with Erin... shes exactly like Nicole... I didn't realize how fucked up it all was until someone else comes along and shows me what it feels like to actually be loved as much as you love them ( Read more... )

All that for nothing I guess, I hope shes happy

I just need to write into this before I do something I'll regret. I'm panicing again like I always do when something of this nature comes about. Luckily I've caught myself and am trying to control it so I don't assume things and "freak out". I think I'll just lay out the absolute facts as they are, not any assumptions but what has really happened ( Read more... )