And now I practice writing on a phone. Cool. It does.

Ack. I have this notion stuck in my head, yet everything is slightly different now! What do I do to help my family? What do I do for that beautiful day which is fathers day? You ask me? I tell you. I do not know. I think that I am managing well. I think that the big picture holds a strength for me. I wait to find out when I will make more hoops. I ( Read more... )

I guess that this would become the time that I would start working hard to find what it is that I need. I need a french press butI also need things like ironing boards and irons and more black pants to get my act together. My mom suggeststhat I continue washing my belongings, my work shirts every night and then come back and roll it up in a little ( Read more... )

Thought of the hours is that seemingly I am remarkably free from engaging heavily in very very addictive behaviors. I have found myself very very very very mmmm, moderated. There was a time when I certainly engaged and enjoyed psychadelics. Many many many times, and thankfully I no longer do that, however the strange thing is that mmmm, there had ( Read more... )

There was a burst of energy inspired this morning that makde me think, well of course this day is unlike any other. Of course I have the gift of time, of course I would put something off naturally, But how could this day truely be like any other ( Read more... )

Smiling becuase I already knew this fact and that I think sometimes about the presence of entities surrounding this journal. Well, I certainly wonder. I wonder. I wonder. I was thinking the thought, that this is the only thing I know how to do. this is the only way to cope. Since yesterday my eyes have been a itchin. My nose begins to run. What is ( Read more... )

I am living in a very strange place. I want to get hired. I want a place to say MINE ( Read more... )

I don't know what to write anymore. This feels like a stream of consciousness write although I am feeling now self conscious at my haphazard typing skills. Perhps I wil I mprove, but for the time being, my dexterity is limited. I will say that there are miracles happeining, all over the place. Attitude present of holding back to negative, chalk it ( Read more... )

Som etimes there is a bit of defiance. I wonder in awe about the how it is amazing to put so much energy in to some thing or another. I wonder where this will lead me. I hear that attitude often. I wonder where there would be a lovely way of finding a way to get what I might n eesd to say out. How wonderful it is to be here present ( Read more... )

It hit's home in a doom sort of fucking way ( Read more... )