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This is where it is at.
So,, I am trying to sort this all out. My filters. There are all filters. I wonder where that all came from. People try and help. I try and help. If I were to self analyze there is a stronf helper/mother role. I want to go out and explore. No one believes becuase I have to believe very strongly. Some resentments I just pass off becuase I know that ( Read more... ) -
People that draw me.
Kate Winslet ( Read more... ) -
stalker
Perhaps I have all of a suddenly realized that I am living as part of a generation. I am living in a generation that as a whole is a real drag. A sobriety kill. A rain drop on my paraded ride ( Read more... ) -
Have I not been here before?
Okay, let's get over the life is difficult scenario. Let's get into what I want and how I can...No scratch that. let's get into the details and nitty gritty of who I am and what it is that I do,. Okay, a part of it has to do with....Ummm. it has to do with Distracted yet again...Oh yes. I would rather not say a thing than say something that is half ( Read more... ) -
Last Call
I wanted to leave yesterday. I am okay with putting it all out there. I am okay with imagining, yet still yesterday I wanted to leave. I almost belieive in the symbolism of the world which is the micro representation of the world. I can be territorial. That is a word that suits me well. I am a fighter, of my self. Of my self preservation. I know ( Read more... ) -
Fourth Marriage Proprosal
Supposrt of a sister is wonderful. Love is a wonderful thing however...As a woman I feel a mixture betwwen scruptios and despicable -
This For Now
What a great way to continue this stay here in the ol home town. Well. I suppose that there will be many things comming to light that were not as clear before hand. I spoke with Elena last night. The song comes to mind, when youre smiling, yes youre smiling and the whole world smiles with you, and when your frowning, yes youre frowning and the ( Read more... ) -
I do not get it
I think that I have been trying super hard to try and change people. I am not happy with who I am or how I have been turning out. This is a super stress a super strain. I know that there are rules, and I know that I am not following them. I know that people have their own lives, I know that it does not correspond with mine exactly. Here I get a ( Read more... ) -
Bullshit
Oh my goodness, I put up with bullshit from me and from everyone else. I think that love is garbage. That sentence is to portray a feeling of I give a fuck not ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
There are certain things for sure that I tend to let go of ( Read more... )