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DO I really have to think about what I will write before I really get into it? I think not. There are things that I think about and I w what it is that I am really thinking about. Mostly that people are sorry. I did the best I could today and I am very happy about that. It certainly is tiresome for myself to be feeling like a nanny becuase people ( Read more... ) -
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This is really really really fucked up. And really that is all that I can come up with at the moment. There is a real true part of me that ...well, I discovered in a sense earlier. Maybe about half and hour ago. of thinking that I think I shall run from and at the same time run with. Why? Why Adelle is there an agitation at such a point? Why is ( Read more... ) -
Visit to the boatshop
Somehow this blog diary thang is becoming less important. I am reminded that the most important thing is that I show up there in the first place. I am so happy to send all this mail. the momentum is really rolling quite nicely and shucks my bicycle is getting all wet then ( Read more... ) -
pissed off as usual
I need clothing for when I go on a date. What could this mean anyway. I would prefer to be a nerd. What is it that I had wanted to be when I was a child. I wanted to be a teacher. i wanted to go to a really really good school. I had wanted to have a boyfriend ( Read more... ) -
Dating clothes
I need clothing for when I go on a date. What could this mean anyway. I would prefer to be a nerd. What is it that I had wanted to be when I was a child. I wanted to be a teacher. i wanted to go to a really really good school. I had wanted to have a boyfriend. -
What a fucking maroon would look like.
Oh wow, I feel really sick and I am sick of this bullshit. Dig deep enough and I find it there. I also discovered and chose at this moment to revel in the fact that if you dig deep enough all you will find is bullshit. Okay, all that I will find is that. I am too pretty to be scrunching up my face in anger. I need not nor want to waste my hours ( Read more... ) -
Love. True Wuv.
The "w" s are extremely sensitive. i suppose that i myself may also arise certain things in all sorts of people. i suppose also that i am winding down here to the end. I just wanted to kiss him the whole time that I was here. really i love him a lot. I want mothers to introduce me to their own children. i think that she is great. then,. I told him ( Read more... ) -
Baby
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I suppose I have to work soon
One thing, I continue to be happy that I am not smking, at all. Anything. I start work in Nine minutes and so thins is the home strectch. i have a desire for good. how did this happen I ask? i am so inlove and for certain this love will fade in a second....or at a certain second in time and then I shall return top the dull habit of either stuffing ( Read more... ) -
Smellface returns to the Autum
Still a little bit pissed for some reason or another. None particular reason I just know that this town is winding down and I am extremely caffeinated. For some reason I am coming to some sort of understanding about what it really means when people hurt themselves by hurting other people. the concept of talking smack...something that has tormented ( Read more... )