Fuc k all my other posts honestly. Destiny, passion, pure emotion.. sprouting from one seed. Barried deep in the soul. Pushing lose through the mind as it's chains grapple the heart putting tension on it the same as it clears away the fog and lies one puts on himself since... forever. Oh such a joyous and heart wrecking moment. I shake free from ( Read more... )

The  song starts as controlling my feelings for so long.. and the epiphany after another hits me as I see what I want as only a few footsteps away, my own footsteps away. Whatever I dream whatever I desire. Do not mistake desire, for the context I am referring is to the one of the heart. Whatever I feel with my soul and heart. Whatever that pushes ( Read more... )

Loosing weight. Stop eating well for a month. You loose weight lets say 15 pounds over that month. Does that mean you are now permanently 15 pounds lighter, and while some claim it as unhealthy it is still something that works? Weight in this scenario has no bearing on health in a positive light. What it means is that you've lost a lot of water ( Read more... )

I see my death clear now. Just another emo white kid. I guess I'm emo, maybe. I'm undiscovered on the inside but mapped out to everyone. They see me for exactly who I am now, and maybe I should too. I am full of emotion, embodied by something, and there is a whole other level to my existence I only momentarily taste. Oh and it is sweet, in a non- ( Read more... )

 Out of experience. What angers people the most and makes things kind of different and at times difficult in terms of how you can respond is when people learn they cannot control you. They are in no way holding any of your strings. Love, parents, and even friends think that they can influence your decisions such that it coincides with their choices ( Read more... )

No its funny I guess i don't log onto this thing anymore. I used to need to be able to spit my thoughts out or else I'd go crazy.. but now I don't need to. I let my troubles sink in, I let any pain just do its purpose - and that is to keep me awake and aware.. I let my worries carry on, and cork everything inside. What once drove me to vent out in ( Read more... )

Who needs a treadmill when you've got open road? Need a motivation to run. Try jogging out into the freezing cold with only a tshirt and jeans on under a light spring jacket. Try running 3 miles down the road like that until you are tired. Now that you are tired, you can either walk and freeze like a mother fucker, or you can keep on running or ( Read more... )

Pain is a strength. Fear is the direction. Follow your instincts, and what you fear is what you must face the most. The greater the struggle, the greater the victory or defeat. You just have to choose.

Reputation, dignity... who we are and not what others think we are is what matters. Why do I spend so much time caring about something that is only ( Read more... )

I guess its all fear. Desire isn't enough or hasn't been enough. Just sitting here and not doing all that I could to be doing. I want to feel alive. I want to jump out of a plane, climb a mountain, explore a huge cave, travel the world, and see all that is out there. I want to try all this shit and yet won't do it if I am doing it alone, if I am ( Read more... )

I fell in love with a girl incapable of loving back. I saw the signs everywhere and instead of following my instincts, I chose to communicate my doubts to the lier I dated. She lied to me, into my eyes, into my heart. Her tears were fake, her smile was fake, her whole personality and everything that reminds me of her is not real. She was selfish, ( Read more... )