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Godlessness
I’ve been Godless for a while now. This version of me isn’t as thoughtful as the version with God. With God things were clearer. I could channel her. Every night I spoke to her. I felt her within me. I felt calmness and peace. Like my whole body had been filled with something stronger than myself, something more powerful that I could ever muster. ( Read more... ) -
rainy ponderings on life, death and love.
There is something electric and enticing about rain. It's enchanting. I have no idea why. Thunderstorms excite me. I just want to sit by the window and watch it rain, its like I'm watching a story even though nothing is happening. It's like watching life happen. Real life. Not people in a crowd doing pointless things like going to work and getting ( Read more... ) -
I meant it, and I never meant to.. but i do.
Dubbed over B rated Chinese superhero movie.
Picking out the same hallmark card.
Lounging by the pool.
Late night scrabble. Suca.
rolling on top of him just to be held.
just a little bit more. fluttering eyes.
Good morning lover.
Happy tears have never been sweeter. -
whimsical.
I don't remember the sweetest thing somebody has said for me. Even though I'm sure many things have been said with the best of intentions, I always find myself being somewhat untrustworthy. Besides all the best lines have already been said in romantic comedies. And thats how I feel most of the time, that they are lines people say when they want to ( Read more... ) -
Laughable Rib Cage Brusies
A puddle turned into a stream as we laid there worshiping each other. -
Sex.
I just realized that I probably never liked sex because the only times I've ever had sex is with men that I didn't find physically attractive. Personality wise, They were amazing, and I thought that was all that mattered. It never occurred to me that the physical stuff ever really mattered. I think you're great, so who cares what you look like? I ( Read more... ) -
Breaking Windows and Teeth
Dipped in orange sugar ( Read more... ) -
Time Warp
I've left a trail of bloody footprints and broken hearts ( Read more... ) -
Dismissed
I need to move ( Read more... ) -
late night thoughts.
I keep having these weird health problems. I hope nothing is seriously wrong with me ( Read more... )