I have been so happy lately. I feel loved. Appreciated. Happy with who I am. I have a different perspective of how people view me as a person ( Read more... )

Yeah. I've been watching a lot of Laurence Olivier. And I think he is the sexiest hottest most handsome actor I have ever seen. Yes, he died a long time ago. But he is an amazing actor, beautiful and can do Shakespeare like God. If God does Shakespeare, it's Olivier. It is now almost 3:00 AM and I must go to bed. And dream of Olivier reciting ( Read more... )

My life has been insanely busy. I have a job, it's kind of a shit job...but, I need this job for the time being, until I go to Rome at least. I'm working at DSW in Silverspring. It's not the worst job I've ever had, but the people are very different from me, which is interesting, but I don't think I really fit in. I got into the mainstage show... ( Read more... )

I am pressing the delete button ( Read more... )

PS for those of you who are wondering, I am single again. Yeah, I know, so many people are jumping at the bit. fucking life.

So, my life as of lately ( Read more... )

Sometimes, it has to get worse before it can get better.

I've been so sick. For days.

Puking, dehydration, fever.

I'm afraid to say it, but I think I feel a little better today.

My stomach is growling, so I'll take that as a good sign.

Friendships are supposed to have a feeling of equality. And if you feel like you don't mean as much to the person as they mean to you, then maybe that pain isn't worth going through. Just a thought.

I'm going snowboarding for the first time in my life. It's Christmas eve, so it would suck for my parents if I die. So let's hope I don't.

Tossing and turning for 4 hours makes you sleep until 2 in the afternoon. I feel like my whole day is gone. Tomorrow is Christmas eve. It doesn't feel like Christmas. It's ugly outside. I guess I say that every year. Maybe because I'm growing up. When I was younger it couldn't get any better than Christmas morning.