I'm in a really bad mood. For multiple reasons. I'm going to be a brat and say it ( Read more... )

I think somehow...everyone and everything is connected. It's really strange. Tonight, I had this energy about me. I was thinking about this summer, and all my friends from the summer. I was thinking about Leo and Paul and Tanya a lot tonight. And I saw Kristi. It's really strange. And maybe it sounds absolutely ridiculous. But, I don't know, I ( Read more... )

Dear Katie ( Read more... )

I used to like Thanksgiving when I was younger.

I don't think I like it anymore. I always feel shunned. My extended family doesn't like me, or something, I think. That's what I feel. Oh well. Happy Thanksgiving. Honestly, I just want it to be tonight so I can go see a movie with my brother.

I was drunk as hell last night ( Read more... )

I went to health services again today. Yet again, they turned me away saying nothing was wrong with me. I went back home, fell asleep for an hour, woke up shaking and achy, and decided I had to go to the hospital because no one was doing anything for me here. I called Hannah, because I didn't know of any Urgent Care place around here that would be ( Read more... )

Ok so I've been sick for a while now. And it's getting worse. I went to the health clinic on Thursday and despite the fact that I said my throat is THROBBING and my ears feel like they are going to explode, the doctor gave me nose spray. What the fuck is that going to do? So, I'm sitting here, it's 3:30 am, I'm waiting for my towels to get done ( Read more... )

The past is haunting.

"katie says i told her i hope she dies alone, i meant she had better be prepared for the fact that no one will ever love her like i did. i hope she realizes that someday."

Dear Katie (also known as myself ( Read more... )

I'm happy. Not as happy as I've ever been. But, I'm happier than I have been, which isn't saying much, to be honest, but it's something. And something... something is good. Medicine seems to work, for the most part, though it leaves me with a foggy feeling in my head constantly, but, I guess I have decided to make that sacrifice, for my own well ( Read more... )