wow, i am so glad that exams are finally over. had the last one on monday (which totally sucked)... i really don't want to see my grade for that. but i literally came home and passed out after it. i was so tired from going on like 2 hours of sleep a night for a week. i have slept so much between yesterday and today, that i think i am normal ( Read more... )

it's been awhile and alot has been going on which is why i haven't updated this in awhile. i actually haven't been doing much of anything lately, except concentrating on school and getting my life back in order, which has not been easy, but i think things are good now ( Read more... )

so jamaica was awesome... the resort we stayed at was so great. our balcony over looked the ocean and all i did the whole week was lay out by the pool, on the beach, or go out on one of the boats and snorkel or somethin. then at night we would go clubbin, ha. but wow, i am so relaxed now and im gonna try and stay this way for awhile and not let ( Read more... )

so in a few hours i am leaving for jamaica... i am so excited i cant sleep! im soooooo ready for a vacay! :)

its been forever since i updated but i dont really have time now...

cause it's my b'day and im about to go out and have some fun... i'll update soon!

im really starting to think that things will never work out in my life. things go well for what, a few days, and then my life starts to fall apart again... all at once. its not fair... why can't things ever just be easy for me? i can't deal with this, i just wish everything would work out for once...

... to even describe how i feel right now. so, friday night was the best night i've had in a REALLY long time. i'm in such a great mood, happy, and it's gonna take a lot to change that... being this happy is the best feeling in the world...

so i knew things werent gonna just change overnight, but i can tell that things between me and my mom are going to get better. since ive been sick with strep throat and stuck at home, the other night i was here in my room listenin to music and bored outta my mind and she came in with some cookies and a baby book of when i was little to show me ( Read more... )

so i am happier today than i have been for awhile... i woke up this morning and decided that if i want things to be better maybe i should think more positively. so thats what i have been doing today, and i have been relatively happy all day. well, i guess that fact that i got some incredibly good news today has been helping my mood more. my ( Read more... )

well, things have been going a little better over the last week. i went to therapy with my mom and nikki last thursday... not so much fun. nikki didnt really do anything to help the situation, but for the first time ever my mom stood up for me... told her to shut her mouth if she only had mean things to say... other than that we didnt really talk ( Read more... )