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Thought of the Moment
The more and more I hear friends' birth stories, the more and more I think, "Oh HELL no. That's HORRIFYING." And then I feel slightly conflicted, since if every woman felt that way the human race would die out. What the hell, God? I'm blessed in so many ways and I think I might someday still want children (although I'm now at this point in my life ( Read more... ) -
Everyone my age is either married and pregnant while my subconscious is coming out via anesthesia
Yesterday was my upper endoscopy, and for the most part it went well. Except when I was woken up by the medical assistant, my first words were, "I dreamed my sister and I were playing on a beach". Realizing what I just said, I immediately became fully awake, abeit really woozy. Once in the recovery room, the medical assistant came in with my muffin ( Read more... ) -
Guess I'm not ready
I was going to try and be positive and write out a list of New Year's Resolutions that I want to happen since I never made any this year. (Actually, I wanted the universe to finally manifest them for me.) But when I was telling a roommate about it, I got teary and realized I couldn't say the main one out loud.
And now I'm sitting on the couch crying ( Read more... ) -
Change the word "gay" to the word "pregnant".
A quote from "In & Out" with apologies to Paul Rudnick and Joan Cusack:
"Is EVERYBODY GAY?!?!"
Weirdly, I think this is hilarious because it's so ridiculous. DO. NOT. DRINK. THE. WATER.
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And Another 30 Days Got Off Of The Train...
...yep, still looking. :) -
Update On The Daytime Situation
Hello!
So, not going to lie, I haven't done that well in the searching department. But, I do have an interview Monday with an event production / rental / fabrication shop in Brooklyn. The thing is, it's for a 3 month temp position. I've decided that the only way I'd consider taking is is if a) it's more money that what I'm making currently, and b) ( Read more... ) -
30 Days...
Let me start off by saying I am very aware of the number of TV shows and / or movies that have a character go, "Okay, going to change my life / this particular thing that is in fact the plot point of this show / movie in 30 days" and then all hell breaks loose / they fall in love / they realize something about themselves that they didn't know ( Read more... ) -
PWNED
Email I received this morning from a woman who I talked to last year about a literary internship:
Hi Everyone:
Last year you inquired about doing an internship with ***** Theatre and **** Group at **** Street ********* Company in NYC.
The same internship PLUS an expanded internship are being offered this year
In addition to possibly applying, kindly ( Read more... ) -
Notes of impropriety...
I have decided, eventually, that I am going to start an affair with L.A. I know know, I made vows to New York, and I love her and always will. But L.A. and its people intrigues me in ways that I can't fully explain or describe. To name a few things: it's weird, it's WAY too sunny, things just don't make sense to me there, people are way too ( Read more... ) -
Random thoughts about 8 hours before about 42 people show up at my apartment
#1: I need to stop re-reading old journal entries and wallowing in them. It's bringing back sad memories (the end of the Dogs, feeling trapped in my life, Jen dying, etc.) but I'm glad I went through them. (Well, okay, I don't mean Jen dying - obviously not glad I went through that.
#2: I cannot get annoyed or frustrated that I didn't receive the ( Read more... )