Well i started out last week all happy n shit, but i had the feeling it wouldn't last. and my instincts are always right. so what happened you may ask. well i got sick again. really sick. Me and rachel( my roomie) were pretty much ready to dig our own graves. This was like the 2nd time i've gotten sick in a 4 week period, and thats not good. So of ( Read more... )

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Ok so i know i just made a post last night, and i usually don't do one this soon after, cause nothing worth writing about usually happens that fast. But for some odd reason i woke up this morning with the sun softly glowing on my face. It was noon, and i was in a bit of a trance but i put on some Etta James laid back down and just stared at my ( Read more... )

Ok wow this whole job thing is just not working for me. So i quit on thursday, well i put in my 2 weeks notice. i thought it was great being insanely busy all the time and attempting to maintain a social life at the same time. But you can only go so many days without sleep till your body begings to shut down. i realized this thursday morning. I ( Read more... )

good news good news....after a year of auditioning in Tally, and dealing w/ a year full of rejection i finally made a show....well sort of..i'm going to be a part of the MFA directing project called "the spin trilogies" or somthing like that...it should be fun, cause the audition sure as hell was all 3 of 'em Chad, Matt, and Jeff all seem like ( Read more... )

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A few months ago i was going through a pretty rough time. I was having a hard time handling things going on in my life. And so for some reason, to this day i still don't know why, i called up the last person i thought i would ever discuss my personal problems w/. And what was strange was that he helped me out more then i think anyone could have. He ( Read more... )

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hmmm....well just got back from a very lovely cruise. Went to Jamica and Grand Cay. Saw Noel Cowards house and where he was burried..very exciting, and also the beaches where they filmed the majority of the James Bond movies. But thats definately a place i wouldn't want to live. Too much poverty for my taste. It's not the fact that i couldn't live ( Read more... )

Ive been thinking alot lately about life. About people i've met, the friendships i've made and lost, and why things sometimes end the way they do. I look back on a lot of things and wonder what might have happened if i had made a different choice. But i've been thinking about death alot lately. no, no i'm not sucidal or any thing, just very very ( Read more... )